I love this form of communication
This is so true. I’ve had people tell me so many times that I’m beautiful but I’ve never had anyone make me FEEL beautiful. That’s always been something I have to do on my own. Words mean nothing.
I love you. Not in the same way I used to, but I always will in some way or another, I’m sure. You hurt me. You really hurt me on that day and I remember telling you that you had never hurt me before then, and I think that felt true.
But half a year later, with a (slightly) clearer head, I’m able to look back and realise that it wasn’t the first time you hurt me. I’m sure it wasn’t the first time I hurt you either. I loved you.
I loved you in that weightlessly falling, can’t wait for you to catch me, feels like I’m dreaming kind of way. It makes me nauseous to think about it sometimes.
But I loved you and I loved you and I loved you, even though my love came in broken pieces. You deserved more than that. I deserved more than that.
We deserved more than broken pieces that would never quite fit together. And I don’t know whether you were my soul mate and we messed with the fates, or whether you were here to show me all the different ways a person can love. But I know that you were far, far more than nothing, and I will always remember you." -Her | (r.e.s)
Hellloooooooooooo anxiety. :-(
This is the tragedy of having a double Aries in my chart - I am almost always bored. Well, not always bored. Understimulated. I get things so quickly that soon enough its easy and when its easy, its boring. So I’m understimulated. I need a challenge. I need something to work on. You know what always challenges me? Math. See, when I do math and it starts to seem easy, it usually means I’m doing it wrong. Thus, a never ending challenge. It also tends to give me a headache, which isn’t of the good. :-/ I just….need to have a career that challenges me. :-/ cause currently, there’s no challenge. It’s easy. It’s boring. Should I be complaining that my job is too easy? Shouldn’t I just be greatful I have a job period, that I can pay my bills, however tight my budget, and that I have good health insurance? Yes, but mental stagnation is a slow painful death of the soul. So this job is good for now, but it won’t be forever. #sigh# I’m so bored. :-(
afraid - the neighborhood
you’re too mean, i don’t like you, fuck you anyway
you make me want to scream at the top of my lungs
About ready to delete my online dating profile. Two of my newest “matches” names are “Spike” and “Don’t Worry”. Yeah, cause that’s not creepy at ALL.
Base By: Jahrenesis